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I lived all of my
young adult life, and a large part of my adult life,
as an addict without direction or any sense of
belonging. Prostitution was how I made a living
(what I called a living at the time).
That lifestyle landed me in jail, and I was
"sentenced" to Evangel Home's GARDEN program. It
ended up being the greatest thing that could have
happened in my life. I came to the GARDEN in 2000. I
came with all my secrets and garbage.
I received an education from the Home that is
priceless. I was taught how to deal honestly with my
issues as a whole and how to live life on better
terms−dealing with both the good and bad. I received
a solid foundation to stand upon and the tools to
build on that foundation. I was firmly planted and
rooted in love, something that I really knew very
little about.
I graduated from the GARDEN and had just moved into
the Community Connection (graduate) program when my
foundation would be shaken. My son, Capers, was
murdered in a random shooting in July 2001. I could
literally feel my heart melt inside of me and fade
away. At his bedside, on my knees, I begged God to
give him another chance because I could not bear
this pain.
Philippians 4:13 came running to the forefront of my
mind right then and I thanked God for what he had
done in my live. That verse is printed on Evangel
Home graduation diplomas, and it says, "I can do all
things through him who gives me strength."
I soon realized that my son was given something
greater than another chance in this life that day.
He was at my graduation just a few weeks earlier and
had even brought flowers with my younger son,
Benjamin. He had been given the opportunity to see
his mom living the right way before he died.
My life has most certainly been a constant change
since the death of my son. I cannot tell you where I
mighty be if I hadn't been at Evangel Home when this
tragedy happened.
Today I am a proud member of the Evangel Home staff
(part-time) working side by side with those women
who fed, encouraged and loved me where I was. I've
been given an opportunity to give something back.
Today I belong to the Evangel Home and I have a good
sense of direction.
I am employed full-time with Watts, Campbell, Chi
and Baker, and am forever grateful to them for
taking a chance on me. |